Tuesday, December 24, 2019

"My Love Is My Gift For You"


A Refection and Poem for Christmas Eve                               St. Andrew's Church, Nags Head, N.C. December 24, 2019                                                                 Thomas E. Wilson, Supply Clergy
My love is my gift for you.”
We have no idea when the historical Jesus was born. There are no reliable birth certificates. Mark and John, in their Gospels, and Paul in his Epistles, are not interested in the place or date, they are only interested in Jesus' ministry and meaning. Matthew and Luke say that he was born in Bethlehem, but they disagree where his parents lived. Matthew has the family's home in Bethlehem, and in his version, Matthew tells of the visit of the Magi to the “home” in Bethlehem. The family will flee from their home in Bethlehem to hide in Egypt away from Herod's wrath. The family will come back and avoid Bethlehem in order to settle in east nowhere Nazareth. Luke has the family staying in a stable due to an official governmental bureaucratic decree. Neither Matthew or Luke share a clue on the birth date.

There was a Roman festival based on the Winter Solstice when the Sun has the shortest day of the year, which calls to mind a mythic representation of the dying of the sun, and a reminder of the fact that we must one day die. However, the Sun seems to come back to life, and it is noticeable as the days start to get longer and hope returns for a new life. This multi day festival was Sol Invictus, where the God of the Sun is not defeated by death. When the early Christians celebrated the Festival of Sol Invictus, they said, “You know this Sol Invictus bash reminds us about Jesus. Why don't we just celebrate the coming into world of Jesus on this day?” And so it was. However, Christmas, the Feast of the Incarnation, God living in the broken world, was seen as a secondary Holiday in comparison to Easter which is about the death of Jesus and of the Resurrected Christ, now safely back in Heaven where we can be if we behave.

The church split on observing Christmas. In the Imperial Roman and Eastern Churches, Christmas became a chance to show off the wealth of the church, by putting on sparkling High Masses, bringing out the brightest and newest rich gifts of approval by the local rulers as outward and visible signs of God's approval of the prosperity of the church and the aristocracy. It was a celebration of Class Status. The common folk were allowed to attend if there was room and if they behaved themselves in front of their betters. Every place to which Christianity spread, there was an already mythic awareness of the death and renewal of the sun and many of these common folk blended their own old pagan solstice celebrations with a patina of Christian symbols out in the woods, away from censorious eyes.

Many of the Reformers, especially Puritans, reacting against the Roman Church, banned Christmas as a Holy Day, because the common folk were too focused on celebration, and as such, as a pathway into sin. H. L. Mencken defined “Puritanism: The haunting fear that someone, somewhere, may be happy.” Merchants, on the other hand, found that this Christmas stuff could be good for business and came up with an intoxicating (and at times toxic) 3-G concoction of Gluttony, Greed and Guilt with a huge chaser of profitable Nostalgia.

I look to the heritage of St. Francis saying that we should be living a life as if Jesus really did live in poverty with the cultural outsiders like shepherds. He pointed out that Jesus did not come to palaces, but came to everyday life. He suggested that towns gather on Christmas Eve, with their farm animals to set up a scene of a creche in the stable. The message is that God is right here and right now, and not just after we are dead. All of creation was to hold its breath, humans and animals alike, for the blessing of the Prince of Peace, Emmanuel, emptying himself out to dwell with us. 

This led to Medieval Mystery Plays, where a wagon was built and is camped outside a church to tell Biblical stories in a broad comedy way. When I was an undergraduate we did the 2nd Shepherd's play outside in the quad. The play is about some shepherds watching their sheep by night and complaining about life and their lot in it. They are joined by a local character and thief, Mak. Mak steals a small sheep from them and takes it home to hide. He is chased by the other three shepherds and they enter his home, Mak's wife tries to pass off the small sheep as their new born baby. With a lot of slapstick, the ruse is uncovered and as they are about to punish Mak, he asks for mercy:
MAK At your mercy I am left.
1ST SHEPHERD
Sirs, do what I say;For this trespass
We will neither curse nor chide,
No more deride,No longer bide,
But toss him in a canvas.

The Shepherds throw him in a sheet and toss him in the air a couple times for comedy slapstick and then let Mak and his wife go home in peace. They have shown mercy and in peace they go to sleep. They are awakened by an angel who appears to tell them of the good news that Jesus has been born in Bethlehem. All of the shepherds go to bring their gifts to Bethlehem and join the angels in song. The message is no matter what you have done, or not done, deserve or not, you are given a gift of love.

I cannot improve on that message. My Christmas message for you today is that you are loved, no matter what you have done, or not done, deserve or not, you are given a gift of love. So be in peace and show mercy.

My love is my gift for you.” Poem for Christmas Eve 2019

Slowly, God turning dream to song
singing Word, creates Galactic stew,
image-ing us from stardust of earth,
to hear “My love is my gift for you.”

Fearfully, Mary turns to see the angel
kneeling, hailing “Girl dressed in blue,
we know not why, but you are favored.
to hear “'My love is my gift for you.'”

Joseph wakes in God's ongoing dream,
informing of task; a child to raise true
of heart, mind and soul as precious son
to hear “My love is my gift for you.”

The Innkeeper's wife sees the couple
with no place to stay and time is due,
she offers finest stable straw, and then
to hear “My love is my gift for you.”

The shepherds sense the angels invite
them come to Bethlehem and to view
a child to be their hope, peace and joy
to hear “My love is my gift for you.”

Mary holds all these things in her heart
seeing visions of both pure joy and rue,
raising their child to live and to die and
to hear “My love is my gift for you.”

From the East the Magi come placing
gold, frankincense and myrrh in queue,
leaving quietly as wisdom allows them
to hear “My love is my gift for you.”

We walk away from wrapping presents,
our fingers sticky with glitter and glue
hoping we'd have grace either to say or
to hear “My love is my gift for you.”

The outward packages are never enough
to proclaim what's in our souls we knew;
reason we are together is we were lucky
to hear “My love is my gift for you.”

Church Pageant costumes are packed up now,
mended and cleaned by next generations too,
who will turn to their children, wishing
to hear, “My love is my gift for you.”

We are older, the children have grown and
under the tree shows presents as very few,
yet turning to each other, we pray or kiss
to hear, “My love is my gift for you.”

This new year is a time for us to promise
that each day we'll choose to begin anew
forgiving the hurts, treasuring the joy and
to hear “My love is my gift for you.”

At the service, an offering plate comes
as way giving to God and neighbor too;
but best gift is living in way for God
to hear “My love is my gift for you.”

The day'll come when my table place
will be empty as I bid the world adieu
and on the other shore, again a chance
to hear “My love is my gift for you.” 

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